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I'm Megan, your masturbation technician.  I love to masturbate. I started masturbating at a very young age. I guess because I started so young, that's the reason I have such an addiction to masturbation. I have a very powerful addiction. There are times I enjoy it, it is fun but to be honest there are times I fear it. It is like it takes over my life at times. I have put myself in unsafe situations. I have lost jobs. I have done a lot things just to masturbate. I like to get caught masturbating. I love the element of danger. I am not sure which is more erotic, getting caught or just the act of being disobedient, so dirty. My parents divorced when I was younger. My mom and I moved in with her parents in another stare. I was lonely and very shy. My mom found a job and I got to go to a babysitter for the first time in my life.  It was the same sitter where my cousin went. So after school every day we would go to this fat ladies house. She would let us do most anything has long has we did not bother her. So one day we found her bedroom. What a treasure chest for an 8 and 10 year old! She had hats, perfumes and creams on her side of the bed. But her husband's side of the bed was a different story. He had magazines, pictures and toys. He had a pair of handcuffs, a stick and a funny ball thing. Later, I found out the stick was a riding crop and the ball thing was a ball gag. Has kids, we did not understand any of it but it was kind of  cool to think he had toys.
The pictures and the magazines sparked our imagination. We began to explore things. My cousin wanted to see my "tinker box" and I wanted to see his "Willy Wonka",  names my Grandma had given our private body parts.  My cousin's penis was not big like the ones in the picture we had seen. He did not have hair either. But his little dick was sticking out, hard has a rock. Neither of us understood. But when we did these exploring times we would always giggle and laugh. It was exciting we were getting away with something. We learned a lot those two years we were that lady's house.